tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83197028184644057562024-03-08T09:34:38.913-08:00The Nappy TruthA hair journey that has led to a greater sense of selfPascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-71746773597889579402009-05-28T07:40:00.000-07:002009-05-28T21:35:57.475-07:00FazalI have been postponing the moment when I have to accept the idea that my time in Abu Dhabi is coming to an end. I wander the streets as if I were here to stay. Forever. I rely on the eternity of each dawn to push away the uneasiness that wants to consume me, and I try to enjoy the NOW as much as I can; nonetheless, sometimes it’s painful to look into some eyes and not think of the few weeks I have left; it’s painful to take a vague look, and not try to over-watch or over-laugh or over-analyze every gesture, every fine line, and every sound.<br /><br />Fazal is one of these faces that will stay with me for a while. I met him by chance last September. It was my first day venturing out the comfort of my home to hail a taxi. My daughter had just started school. My world had been turned upside down. For the sake of socialization, she had to go to school and try to survive on her own—for five hours, five days a week. The first morning when my husband took her to school is one of these mornings I will always remember. I was petrified. My hands were shaking, and I had to take deeper breathes to fill out my lungs. I waited and waited for the first five hours to fly by, and ten minutes before 1:00 O’clock, I thundered out like a hurricane. It was then I realized that I would not make it on time. A sea of people was spreading on the sidewalk, hoping for the rare taxis that occasionally stopped by.<br /><br />A few minutes went by before a grey taxi bearing a yellow rectangular sign pulled over to drop someone off. People rushed, ready for a fight. I assessed the scene with a hopeless gaze and decided not to put my son, who was sleeping, through that chaos, but the taxi stood there still, and the driver pointed at me. Supposedly my baby gave me priority over the other people. I was speechless.<br /><br />As I got on the taxi, I was greeted by a warm and cheerful ‘hello’. Gratitude welled in my eyes as I stared at the rotund, bearded, middle-aged, exuberant Pakistani driver who asked me “where?” I mumbled a sincere “thank you” before I gave him the directions to the school. I hardly had time to heave a sigh of relief, his voice cut through my bliss: ”What’s the baby’s name? Obama?”<br /><br />I beamed happily. “No his name is Dede. Do you like Obama?”<br /><br />“Yep. Everybody likes him.”<br /><br />We chitchatted a lot that day, although I usually don’t like small talking. Silence is more comfortable to me than a bunch of void clichés destined to make one look sociable. But it was fun to chitchat with Fazal. I learned that he had been here for 17 years, that he has 7 children in Pakistan, and that he wanted Obama to be the president of the United States of America.<br /><br />Before I got off the taxi, I asked him if it was ok to call him for pick up. He said ‘yes’ , but some friends told me not to get too excited, that these cabdrivers were not reliable, that their phone numbers keep on changing... But I have been lucky to have met Fazal. 75% of the time, he shows up, makes my day, and even brings candies for the kids.<br /><br />Last week, my husband who usually drops my daughter at school in the morning, had to travel. I told Fazal that I wanted him to pick me up the next morning at 7:40 AM. Next morning, I woke up and tried to call him, but my phone was out of service. My subscription had expired. I panicked, fixed breakfast on the run, hurried downstairs at 7:45, hoping for the worst. To my surprise, Fazal was in the parking lot waiting for me.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-18016472071040023632009-05-10T11:54:00.000-07:002009-05-10T11:56:03.522-07:00Happy Mother's Day!A friend once told me that being a mother is getting used to living with your heart outside of your body. I always thought that being the heart was the easy part of the equation. In fact, I always wished I had a sibling to share my mother’s love with; for, her endless care, her constant worries, the joy that radiates through her eyes when I am within her sight, the sound of her voices on the phone, the depth of her silences used to be a big burden on my shoulders.<br /><br />Then, four years ago, after forty-eight hour of excruciating pain, a tiny package of veins, blood, and organs walked into my life. I held her on my chest and thanked her for giving birth to me. From that day, I became a living and breathing ground for all sort of emotions, a ground that makes loving so easy. Happy Mother’s Day to my mom and to all women out there!Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-82902206358171056682009-03-15T11:41:00.000-07:002009-03-15T11:50:21.433-07:00What I dream aboutI am a big dreamer. I have fun dreaming, daydreaming, fantasizing, and visualizing. My mind is never on sleep mode. It functions like a factory in which an assembly-line producing thoughts and dreams is on constantly. Long time ago, I used to dream about what it would be like to be wealthy. I went in a meeting once with my friend who was an <a href="http://www.amway.com/">Amway</a> member, and a guy was giving a presentation about success and material wealth. He was strongly advising people to have a clear plan about their future; not such vague goal as wanting to be rich, but specific objectives to have a specific amount of money, to own a particular dream car, and to picture the dream house. In order to do so, the guy recommended us to pay a visit to some luxurious car dealership so that we could feed our imagination, to drive by some upper-class neighborhood to unlock our minds, and to read some inspirational books that will help us stay focus and driven, and to just project ourselves constantly into a fantasy world of things we definitely would be better off owning. I read the books, I went in more meetings, but I could never do what they were teaching.<br /><br />First of all, I could never state an amount of money that I want to have. For me, money is a mean of exchange; nothing more, nothing less. I use it to purchase whatever it is I want: food, shelter, nice handbags; however, I don’t identify with it. Having more or less does not value or lessen me.<br /><br />Second, I just enjoy my life as it is. Letting my mind wander into a future world filled with material possession is like cheating on the present. I’m usually very busy living la vida reál: getting up in the morning, eating my bowl of oatmeal, taking my daughter to school, and playing with my son or scolding him for being naughty, cooking my vegetables, getting frustrated when I can’t find a taxi, getting angry at the world, or being emotional over a news story, and then at night I am so tired that I have no choice but to crash into my bed.<br /><br />Also, I’ve always known that the planet’s resources were limited. If that one-size-fit-all definition of success were to apply to every human being, we would need at least 15 more earth-like planets to accommodate everybody’s desires. Therefore, saving to go to a concert gives me something to look forward to. Going jogging with my 7-year-old sneakers is a great escape. In fact, those sneakers are more than sneakers. They are Haiti, youth, love, dreams, and hope.<br /><br />But the most important reason I don’t obsess about material wealth as it is defined by many is that I don’t like putting a limit on myself. Stating that I want to have 823 million dollars would be limiting my mind. I like not knowing what to expect from the next day, the next minute or the next year. I like being able to be evolving. Who knows, at forty I’ll be able to run 10 miles nonstop on the treadmill. At 45, I’ll be a chiropractor or a software designer. At 50, I’ll become a Chef. And at 70, I’ll be dancing salsa or playing tennis. And If I die tomorrow, that will suck, but I won’t have any regret. My life is too perfect as it is.<br /><br />I enjoy dreaming about a more perfect world though—a world in which ever Haitian would have access to food, water, shelter, education, and health care; a world in which women and men would have the same access to opportunities and resources; a world in which the gap between the haves and the have-nots will be connected by a bridge called humanity; a world in which God is not a long-bearded man sitting somewhere in space and waiting to send us to hell or heaven, but a world in which God will be seen on every face that we meet, on every smile that is cracked, or every sound of nature. These are the dreams I usually dream about.<br /><br />But the other day, as I was waiting for my daughter at school—I got there a few minutes early—I had the pleasure to watch the Arab ladies who were also waiting, with one trying to impress the other by what she wears or what car she drives or how many maids she has. I realized that I was fortunate not to be confined in that bubble of success and materiality. While it takes me two minutes to put on some old jeans and a t-shirt, to strap my son around me in his cozy baby carrier, and to get in a taxi, these women must spend the entire morning getting ready for that subtle competition that take place every day, at the same moment, in front of the same gate. Thoughts were racing in my restless mind, when I heard someone calling me. I turned my head and saw this Lebanese woman. Well-dressed. Manicured. Louis Vutton bagged.<br /><br />“So you don’t drive?”<br /><br />“No, I answer", hoping that will put her curiosity to rest. But as the gates sprang open and people were rushing inside, I heard her ask “Why?”<br /><br />“It’s complicated. I am not from a First-World country. When you have an American/French passport, you just change your national driver’s license into a UAE license. But me I have a Haitian passport. Although I have a driver’s license from the U.S., I have to go through a long process that can take up to a year to get a UAE license…”<br /><br />“I’ve just got here, and I have the license already.”<br /><br />“good for you!”<br /><br />“I have a Canadian passport, that’s why!.” And her smile was so big, so superior, that I had to make a big effort not to laugh out loud.<br /><br />“good for you!” I muttered.<br /><br />By the time I got my daughter and hopped back in the taxi, she was literally clung to her Lexus’s horns while angrily maneuvering her way through the jammed little street. I never felt more liberated in my old jeans. And later that night, as I wore a girly little black dress, decent shoes, and make-up to go on a date with my husband, I was still laughing. Thank God I am a free woman!Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-59165388209719941022009-03-08T12:05:00.000-07:002009-03-08T12:06:40.665-07:00Happy International Women's Day!I enjoy watching these commercials in which some Hollywood starlet is inviting women to buy a particular product in order to be “worth it” or to “feel like a woman”. The products advertized range from mascaras to shampoos, lipsticks and moisturizing/firming creams. What is the message? That this product will give us star power; that each woman can aim at looking like a star; that women need some pampering once in a while; that this product is our ticket into an elite club in which “worth-it” women rule…<br /><br />When does a woman feel like a woman? Or when does a woman think she is “worth it”? I guess that the answers to these questions depend on whom you ask. A stay-at-home mother who is on duty 24/7 needs to pamper herself once in a while in order to feel sexy and feminine. In this case, putting on a gorgeous lipstick might be a good self-esteem booster. A career woman might need to try that shampoo for her frizzy hair. Or a teenager might think that she needs the whole line of products in order to have the <a href="http://www.haitielections2009.com/">Jessica Alba</a> look. Or a 60+ woman may feel that she needs these products in order to fight the clock…But can a product alone make a woman feel like a woman?<br /><br />What about the women in the Third World who don’t even wear make-up? Women whose days are an ongoing fight for survival; women who spend all day in the scorching sun selling bottled waters, juices, food, clothes because their families depend on them; single women who have never heard of such things as “child support” or “government assistance” but who manage to give the best education available to their children; Women who don’t even know how to read and write but whose children grow up to become global citizens! Thank God, these women don’t have the time or the luxury to watch these commercials. These women are the pillars of Third World. And, until their struggles (illiteracy, short life expectancy, unavailability of health care, domestic violence, discrimination, low representation in government) are faced, there won’t be any viable, sustainable development of the Third World.<br /><br />To all women whose shape the dream of their surroundings, to all women whose invisible hands are working to make life better, to all women who have the courage to hope, to all women who dare, I’m wishing a happy <a href="http://login.live.com/logout.srf?ct=1236531951&rver=5.5.4177.0&lc=1033&id=64855&ru=http:%2F%2Fbl114w.blu114.mail.live.com%2Fmail%2Flogout.aspx%3Fredirect%3Dtrue%26mkt%3Den-US">International Women’s Day</a>. I hope one day I’ll get to “feel like a woman”.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-48632228374409270762009-03-05T05:02:00.000-08:002009-03-05T05:06:32.951-08:00What about the United States?An African-American blogger based in Brazil recently wrote a blog post entitled <a href="http://francislholland.blogspot.com/2009/03/i-was-just-talking-with-brazilian-man.html">Why I hate the United States</a> . In his post, Mr. Holland noted : <br /><br /><blockquote><em>Having travelled through seventeen countries and lived for long periods<br />of time in three, I can say based on my experience that while color-aroused<br />ideation and emotion exist in many places, still malignant color-aroused<br />behavior is more pronounced, consistent and dangerous in the United States than<br />it is anywhere else where I have lived. The likelihood of being stopped,<br />profiled, shot and killed by police in the United States simply for being Black<br />exceeds the likelihood present in any other country that I have visited or lived<br />in. Meanwhile, the likelihood of experiencing a color-aroused imprisonment is<br />higher in the United States than in any other country I have visited.<br /><br /></em></blockquote><blockquote><em>And that's why I hate the United States. I simply hate being perceived,<br />thought about, felt about and then reacted to principally on the basis of my<br />skin color. You don't know how terribly burdensome it is until you get away from<br />it for a while.<br /></em></blockquote><br />I understand that discriminations based on race, ethnicity, religion, and gender are still prevalent in the United States, as they are everywhere in the world; nonetheless, I had to disagree with Mr. Holland.<br /><br />I have not heard of any country in which every citizen lives freely and happily without ever encountering some type of discrimination based on race, ethnicity, religion, or gender. If the only problem people had to care about was how they are being perceived because of their skin color, the world would be a far better place. When tons of children die every hour from starvation, and women and children are being sold as sex slaves, and malaria ripes through entire villages in Africa, and people die trying to reach the coast of U.S., Mr. Holland is a very fortunate person. The American union still needs to be perfected, for sure, and it will take a long time to reach that place where every individual is valued for his/her inner strength, but I don’t know any other industrialized nation in which Barack Obama’s story is possible.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-68196279781487515052009-01-14T22:48:00.000-08:002009-01-14T22:57:35.578-08:00We are beautiful!<a href="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people01cr.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 525px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 350px" alt="" src="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people01cr.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people14cr.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 350px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 525px" alt="" src="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people14cr.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people08cr.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people14cr.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.traveladventures.org/downloads/haitian-people01cr.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-84408318160218421802008-12-31T07:52:00.000-08:002008-12-31T09:58:02.809-08:00Happy New Year!In just a few hours, 2008 will be history. I am so glad that I've lived to see all the exciting, history-making, heartbreaking, and life-changing chains of events that have occurred. It's hard to believe that in just a year I saw the American people elect their first African-American president, I watched the Olympics and was blown away by M. Phelps and U. Bolt, I watched my countrymen (Haitians) from afar protesting food prices, I witness the fall of capitalism (as I learned it at school), and as I am trying to make the most out of the last hours of this year, events are unfolding....<br /><br />On a the personal side, I've been able to reivent my relationship with food. I've dropped 26 pounds, and I'm feeling healthy and happy.<br /><br />As I am standing on the dawn of this New Year, the only resolution I want to make is to live through each day while trying to be my best self.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-91622449615735592992008-09-10T06:38:00.000-07:002008-09-10T06:40:26.628-07:00Abu DhabiGetting to know a city is like getting to know somebody. It involves a similar dose of excitement, a comparable degree of openness, and a dash of mystery that make you wary at first. Then as you engage in the relationship, you get fascinated, disappointed, amused and saddened. It’s all of these emotions that besiege you and change you over time. These past couple of weeks, I have had a chance to feel Abu Dhabi in a way I hadn’t before. <br /><br />1:00 PM. It’s Rush hour. I am not sure I know the reason. Whether it has to do with people who are heading home for their siesta at around lunch time or with children who are coming back from school, it’s when you could wait up to an hour in the scorching sun before you finally get in a cab.<br /><br />The city—hot and humid, lively and imposing, neat and fresh—offers an impressing view of Arabia. Here, domes and minarets of traditional mosques rest in the shade of modern skyscrapers. There, recently -built boulevards ornamented with aligned palm trees are keeping up with gigantic roundabouts where hundreds of cars speed constantly. Not too far on the sidewalks, circles of construction workers are eating their lunch while calls for prayer reverberate loudly from everywhere. It’s a bizarre blend of wealth and poverty, arrogance and deference.<br /><br />The people—a pot-pourri of nationalities and personalities: Filipinos, Egyptians, Indians, Pakistanis, Sri-Lankans, Europeans, Americans, Africans, and Emiratis. As the Arab men, dressed with their ‘kanduras’ walk around like the lords of the new era, the women, buried in their ‘abayas’ hold their Versace handbags in defiance. But under this interesting modern-day Babel lie a kaleidoscope of parallel lives that rub shoulders with one another with no chance of intersecting, a melting pot of hearts, souls and stories that can make or break your day in a second.<br /><br />I was in a cab with my baby. The driver, in the rearview mirror, kept on starring at us. As he maneuvered his way to the jammed streets, he asked: “baby boy?”<br /><br />“Yes”, I responded in a whisper.<br /><br />“Nice baby”<br /><br />“Thank you. Do you have kids?” As soon as I asked the question, I wish I could take it back. It’s a question that I vowed not to ask anyone.<br /><br />“Yes, a boy”. He paused briefly. “A small baby, 5 months.”<br /><br />Before I could respond, he pulled a picture out of nowhere and handed it to me. Before my eyes was a perfectly beautiful baby boy, bundled in a green overall. I opened my mouth to congratulate him, but he did not let me finish.<br /><br />“My wife is dead”<br /><br />I told him that I was sorry and asked about the cause of her death. He said quietly: “I am from Pakistan; I’ve been here 2 months”. I did not understand whether it was a change of topic or an explanation, but I said in more cheerful voice.<br /><br />“See, you got a new president in Pakistan”<br /><br />He answered “yes , very bad people”. As he insisted “very very bad people”, his eyes, void and yellow, projected a subtle gloom upon his smile. It took me fifteen minutes to get to where I needed to go, but my enthusiasm was gone.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-64269066335891362952008-09-07T08:00:00.000-07:002008-09-07T08:05:33.198-07:00Becoming an adultI don’t know exactly when I traded my young-adult status to mature status. I don’t think it has anything to do with turning 30. Indeed I know 40-something women who are in the best shape they have ever been—physically and emotionally. My husband was just teasing me for my sudden interest in politics and global warming, when I realized that it had been a while since I watched a movie, <a href="http://www.ftv.com/fashion/page.php?P=24">Fashion TV</a> or read an entertainment magazine. <a href="http://edition.cnn.com/">CNN</a>, <a href="http://www.cnbc.com/">CNBC</a>, and <a href="http://www.ejunior.ae/index.jsp">ejunior</a> are the three channels that we watch in our ‘free’ time. The rest of the time, I am running errands that have to do with my children.<br /><br />Last time we had some time off, there wasn’t any time and energy for late night dinner, love making on the beach or any adventurous leisure. Going to amusement parks, museums, and children-focused activities were the only activities that were feasible. Furthermore, last time I went shopping, 90% of the stuff that I bought was for my children.<br /><br />Yesterday, I was in a taxi and the driver asked me the usual “where you from?”<br /><br />“Africa”<br /><br />Here in Abu Dhabi I always answer Africa when asked that question—most people have never heard of Haiti, and I don’t have time to give geography lesson to everybody. Many people believe that Africa is just one country; so when I say ‘Africa’, the person often leaves me alone. But if he/she is a bit more aware of the world, he/she will ask: “where in Africa?”<br />Then I’ll say any country that comes to my mind. So far I’ve said Soudan, Senegal, South Africa, and Ivory Coast.<br /><br />But yesterday the driver was in a chatty mood. After I answered ‘Senegal’, his questions kept on pouring” “How long have you been here?” “Why did you come here?”<br /><br />The truth is I did not choose to come here. Coming here has chosen me, as have most of the things that have happened to me. I guess I did not choose to become a ‘mature’ woman, a ‘mature’ status has chosen me without my noticing it.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-75447028661142633932008-08-31T23:54:00.000-07:002008-08-31T23:56:55.143-07:00First stepThese past couple of weeks, I hadn’t had too much time for my hair. Between the <a href="http://www.billingsgazette.net/articles/2008/08/20/features/health/38-mac.txt">Phelps</a> phenomenon and the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Usain_Bolt">Bolt</a> fever of the Olympics, the <a href="http://edition.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2008/news/georgia.crisis/">Georgia crisis</a>, the Obama-Biden partnership, the <a href="http://www.demconvention.com/">DNC</a>, and the tiny events that unfold in my world on a daily basis, the interest that I had previously put on hair-related issues had faded.<br /><br />What has surged instead is a thrust for holistic health, a drive to kick back all things unhealthy that stand between me and myself. Whether it is food, television, anger, or impulse buying, I am willing to claim myself back. The plan: exercising at least four times a week, control eating, less television time, more readings, meditation.<br /><br />I am not in a hurry. One day at a time. As experience has taught me, no change has a greater impact than the small one that takes place on the home front or deep within—when no one is watching or when no one has a clue that we are rebelling against some long-cultivated bad habits, some silent addictions, and some inner battles that are undermining our well-being.<br /><br />Being ‘nappy’ is just the first step of a long journey.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-84591287953449235412008-08-13T09:43:00.000-07:002008-08-13T09:45:19.157-07:00Esperanza Spalding<p><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/j7jZCjNz_kQ&color1=11645361&color2=13619151&fs=1"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/j7jZCjNz_kQ&color1=11645361&color2=13619151&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>She's amazing.</p>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-64524717709309071712008-08-12T08:02:00.000-07:002008-08-12T08:03:52.051-07:00ABC News: GMA Curly or Straight?This is cool, check it out:<br /><a href="http://abcnews.go.com/video/playerIndex?id=5563289">http://abcnews.go.com/video/playerIndex?id=5563289</a>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-80916402100173695062008-08-08T07:57:00.000-07:002008-08-08T07:59:51.285-07:00LIGHT SKINNED PRIVILEGE: BLACK IN AMERICA<strong>Keith Josef Adkins</strong><br /><br />CNN's Black in America was a tease. From homicide to AIDS to single-parent homes to white ancestors and willing black concubines, it was interesting, daunting, frustrating and simply too much to cover in a short two hours. Blacks in America need at least a two month series dedicated to AIDS alone. But check this out: when the segment with Michael Eric Dyson started I got weird. The moment he and his incarcerated brother began to list reasons why two brothers, from the same household, made two different life choices and then a friend of mine yelled out "because he's yellow" and then Dyson himself said "cause I'm a yellow Negro child", I got weird....<br /><br /><a href="http://blogs.theroot.com/blogs/diggingdeep/archive/2008/07/24/light-skinned-privilege-black-in-america.aspx">http://blogs.theroot.com/blogs/diggingdeep/archive/2008/07/24/light-skinned-privilege-black-in-america.aspx</a>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-36092617912470299612008-08-06T02:55:00.000-07:002008-08-06T02:57:49.790-07:00winning look: USmagazine.com Project runway 2008<a href="http://www.usmagazine.com/images/slideshows/winning_look_week3.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://www.usmagazine.com/images/slideshows/winning_look_week3.jpg" border="0" /></a>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-1010255911532987342008-08-05T09:03:00.000-07:002008-08-05T09:05:06.696-07:00How Indian hair comes to America<iframe height="339" width="425" src="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22425001/vp/22507453#22507453" frameborder="0" scrolling="no"></iframe>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-12865356801013609862008-07-31T22:33:00.000-07:002008-08-01T05:14:09.066-07:00Afro Latin-Americans: ReactionsI’ve gotten some interesting reactions about the <a href="http://www.miamiherald.com/multimedia/news/afrolatin/part2/index.html">MiamiHerald article</a> that I posted last month about Afro-Latin Americans. A lady replied to say that :<br /><blockquote><p><em>I am so proud of seeing how you are comfortable with your yourself. You definitely feel good in your skin. However, I don't share your views on hair and its relationship to blackness. Being black has nothing to do with nappy, kinky, straight, or curly hair. Black women have the right to wear their hair whichever<br />way please them. Caucasian women do not define their whiteness by their<br />hairstyle. They feel free to wear their hair short, long, straight, curly, black, white, purple, braided, with or without extension and they are still white. Perm was actually very popular with Caucasian women to make their hair curly some decades ago. </em></p><p><em>Haircare is a billion dollar industry and black women only make a small portion of it. It is the irony of the human race to always want what they do not have. Curly hair women want straight hair and vice versa. Long hair women want short hair and vice versa. The analogies can go on and on.<br /></em><br /><em>And the beauty of it all is that the billion dollar haircare industry can<br />satisfy us all.In industries that are very conservative, like banking, law,<br />business (non-art related), women tend to portray a more conservative look.<br />Ironically, conservative equates straight hair. However, in industries that<br />involve the art, fashion, etc... women are more free to express their creativity<br />through their hairstyle. Consequently, you will more likely see women with<br />purple hair working in graphic design than in banking.I don't straigten my hair<br />to become white just like white women do not curl their hair<br /></em></p></blockquote>But this article was not written by me. Although many women including myself can relate to it, it doesn’t speak for my opinion about hair relaxing. I don’t have anything against women who choose to relax their hair. That’s what is great about being in a free world. We can make our choices. What I’ve been rebelling against is the notion that choosing to have natural hair makes black women less acceptable. I am against that pressure that most women in Haiti or elsewhere living on less than $2 a day have to bear. Indeed, despite being unable to meet their most basic needs, they manage to straighten their hair most of the time by themselves or a friend not capable of reading the instructions and ending up burning their scalps, damaging their hair, and being caught up in a cycle of failed expectations and lost self-esteem.<br /><br />My Dominican friend did not agree either with the article. She wrote:<br /><br /><blockquote><em>As a Dominican black Woman, I think this article is not in touch with the<br />reality of the Dominican Woman. It is not a denial of being black why most<br />Dominican straighten their hair, but more to "look good" by their own standard<br />that is...And Yes, there is still at lot of racism back home. Sad, but that's<br />the reality. However, I have never felt more discriminated against than when I<br />moved to the USA.<br /></em></blockquote>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-5878686291697388682008-07-28T22:25:00.000-07:002008-07-28T23:13:18.016-07:00Support<div><a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60ngDuolI/AAAAAAAACRQ/2vIHRQE4Q3M/s1600-h/rith1.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314808137196114" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60ngDuolI/AAAAAAAACRQ/2vIHRQE4Q3M/s200/rith1.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60n9gx_fI/AAAAAAAACRY/_ltgZf0ToTY/s1600-h/rith2.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314816043679218" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60n9gx_fI/AAAAAAAACRY/_ltgZf0ToTY/s200/rith2.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60n9cGE4I/AAAAAAAACRg/YdCdxeHfgOA/s1600-h/rith3.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314816024023938" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60n9cGE4I/AAAAAAAACRg/YdCdxeHfgOA/s200/rith3.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60oG3W1TI/AAAAAAAACRo/-sR9SPV1or4/s1600-h/rith5.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314818554287410" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60oG3W1TI/AAAAAAAACRo/-sR9SPV1or4/s200/rith5.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60oDlxz_I/AAAAAAAACRw/52nAyTpR3_I/s1600-h/rith6.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314817675251698" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60oDlxz_I/AAAAAAAACRw/52nAyTpR3_I/s200/rith6.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60whexDnI/AAAAAAAACR4/xenD2KHT7n8/s1600-h/rith8.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228314963137859186" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SI60whexDnI/AAAAAAAACR4/xenD2KHT7n8/s200/rith8.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />I would not have embarked on this natural journey, hadn’t it been for my friend Rithlus. She’s one beautiful and strong woman. Thank you Rit.</div>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-53380449037793344202008-07-15T07:50:00.000-07:002008-07-15T11:28:09.151-07:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/5TBrQHVMoWM&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/5TBrQHVMoWM&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-1943253418186078032008-07-14T06:41:00.000-07:002008-07-14T06:49:31.680-07:00I missed my nappies<a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMIVStII/AAAAAAAACKU/1Nhqo5st_eo/s1600-h/IMG_2393.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222866257796314242" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMIVStII/AAAAAAAACKU/1Nhqo5st_eo/s200/IMG_2393.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMQ08vfI/AAAAAAAACKc/5XZvo8RjCZQ/s1600-h/IMG_2476.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222866260076576242" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMQ08vfI/AAAAAAAACKc/5XZvo8RjCZQ/s200/IMG_2476.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMTPdu3I/AAAAAAAACKk/ObGbhk768Hw/s1600-h/IMG_2470.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222866260724661106" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMTPdu3I/AAAAAAAACKk/ObGbhk768Hw/s200/IMG_2470.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMcvygLI/AAAAAAAACKs/10fnAwtzemE/s1600-h/IMG_2471.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222866263276159154" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_yqrakUj6hXU/SHtZMcvygLI/AAAAAAAACKs/10fnAwtzemE/s200/IMG_2471.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div>I had braids for about 6 weeks, and I missed my nappies. </div>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-2907634345823625752008-07-13T09:42:00.000-07:002008-07-13T09:46:02.991-07:00Manageable hairNext time you meet a black woman with relaxed hair, ask her why she straightens her hair. The answer will be similar to this “I want my hair to be manageable”. As if natural hair were patently UNMANAGEABLE. That just shows how profound the brainwashing has been.Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-87383401079011120612008-07-13T09:13:00.001-07:002008-07-14T06:50:40.721-07:00Black denial<a href="http://www.miamiherald.com/multimedia/news/afrolatin/part2/hair.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://www.miamiherald.com/multimedia/news/afrolatin/part2/hair.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Nearly all Dominican women straighten their hair, which experts say is a direct result of a historical learned rejection of all things black<br /><br /><a href="mailto:frobles@miamiherald.com">By Frances Robles</a><br /><br />A rising Voices: AFRO-LATIN AMERICANS<br />MiamiHerald.com<br /><a href="http://www.miamiherald.com/multimedia/news/afrolatin/part2/index.html">http://www.miamiherald.com/multimedia/news/afrolatin/part2/index.html</a><br /><br /><blockquote><p>...But a professional Dominican woman just should not have bad hair, she said.<br />"If you're working in a bank, you don't want some barrio-looking hair. Straight<br />hair looks elegant," the bank teller said. "It's not that as a person of color I<br />want to look white. I want to look pretty."</p><p></p><p>..."I always associated black with ugly. I was too dark and didn't have nice hair," said Catherine de la Rosa, a dark-skinned Dominican-American college student spending a semester here. "With time passing, I see I'm not black. I'm Latina.</p><p></p><p>...To many Dominicans, to be black is to be Haitian. So dark-skinned Dominicans tend to describe themselves as any of the dozen or so racial categories that date back hundreds of years -- Indian, burned Indian, dirty Indian, washed Indian, dark Indian, cinnamon, moreno or mulatto, but rarely negro.</p><p>Several women said the cultural rejection of African looking hair is so strong that people often shout insults at women with natural curls."I cannot take the bus because people pull my hair and stick combs in it," said wavy haired performance artist Xiomara Fortuna. "They ask me if I just got out of prison. People just don't want that image to be seen."</p><p></p><p>...The Dominican Republic is not the only nation with so many words to describe skin color. Asked in a 1976 census survey to describe their own complexions, Brazilians came up with 136 different terms, including café au lait, sunburned, morena, Malaysian woman, singed and "toasted."<br /></p></blockquote>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-74790116964802961852008-07-11T12:24:00.000-07:002008-07-11T12:26:13.304-07:00AMA apologizes for racially biased policies(CNN) -- The American Medical Association, the nation's largest organization of physicians, apologized Thursday for its history of discriminatory policies toward African-American physicians, including those that effectively restricted membership to whites.<br /><a href="http://www.cnn.com/2008/HEALTH/07/10/ama.racism/index.html?iref=newssearch">http://www.cnn.com/2008/HEALTH/07/10/ama.racism/index.html?iref=newssearch</a>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-64285636965962708212008-07-08T14:38:00.000-07:002008-07-08T14:39:03.773-07:00Indian man found guilty of masterminding killing of black daughter-in-lawAn Indian-born businessman was convicted Thursday of plotting to have his daughter-in-law killed weeks after she wed his son because, prosecutors said, he believed she would bring down the family stock because she was black.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.iht.com/articles/ap/2008/06/26/america/NA-GEN-US-Contract-Killing.php">http://www.iht.com/articles/ap/2008/06/26/america/NA-GEN-US-Contract-Killing.php</a>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-11830837491067307992008-07-08T14:28:00.000-07:002008-07-08T14:33:28.457-07:00<a href="http://i.cdn.turner.com/cnn/cnn_adspaces/2.0/creatives/2008/7/6/471820bia_120X90_a.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://i.cdn.turner.com/cnn/cnn_adspaces/2.0/creatives/2008/7/6/471820bia_120X90_a.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://i.cdn.turner.com/cnn/cnn_adspaces/2.0/creatives/2008/7/6/471820bia_120X90_a.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2008/black.in.america/">http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2008/black.in.america/</a><br /><div></div></div>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8319702818464405756.post-33182367763385011352008-07-02T15:58:00.000-07:002008-07-02T16:04:08.142-07:00In Italy, At Least, Black is Beautiful<div><div><strong>By Veronica Chambers TheRoot.com</strong></div><br /><a href="http://www.theroot.com/media/43/chambers-vogueitalia-HomepageImageComponent.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://www.theroot.com/media/43/chambers-vogueitalia-HomepageImageComponent.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>An interview with legendary modeling agent Bethann Hardison.</div><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.theroot.com/id/47067/page/1">http://www.theroot.com/id/47067/page/1</a></div><br /><br /><div></div></div>Pascale FDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12568897295240544177noreply@blogger.com0